NO ONE KNOWS

Im at the edge now. I dont think anyone can understand my situation. Unless they’re in my shoes…. Problems keep coming. Exams are around the corner. Presentations and quizzes everyday. I have no holiday at all. Who can i turn to? My lovely friends but i dnt hv time to call or see them… Its not easy being me. Im lucky to have all this, but at the same time god is giving me so many tests…. Im trying to be strong. I am. But i cant help it. I cant live in-denial. Sometimes i break down. I break down in depression. I dont wanna hurt myself. I need to be healthy and stay tough to get through all this. This is the time where i need him the most…. but…sigh. Life is a bitch sometimes. And i can only count on myself… I feel very lonely.

Siti Sarah

I'm Sorry.

Im so fucked up.  I can’t keep hurting the person who loves me. I minta maaf atas segala perbuatan i pada u but i just dont know what to do. Life is so fucked up. It just sucks. Theres so much things. Too many. Aku benci perasaan ini.  I feel bad, for him. I feel bad for hurting him who used to love me endlessly. But i still love the other. I dont know which should i choose, who to turn to. Im guilty. For hurting such a good person. 


But i fell, i fell inlove with the other. Thats why its not easy. Im sorry. So sorry. I guess this is it. It ends here. Thanks for all the memories and happiness u gave me. I’ll stop now, and go back to the other. Maybe its for the best. We dont know what the future holds, but we’ll see. I put faith in God. I wish you the best. I’ll pray that you will find someone who is better than me, who can make you happy, and forget about me. Coz im such a terrible person for doing this to you. 




Diana Danielle

Baju Kurung.

After I got home last night from puncak alam, me n daddy decided to go kota damansara to feed ourselves. Have no idea why we felt hungry tho even after eating so much the whole day. Anyway, I was still in my baju kurung of course and I was walking at the carpark when I noticed this aunty walking towards me. I had no idea why she was giving me this curious dirty look and she looked at me up and down. Maybe it was the baju kurung or maybe I looked dead tired and crappy or maybe she was just thinking hard trying to figure out if I was mat salleh or malay coz I look mix. But what the heck la k, dont look at me in a dirty way and make me feel bad okay.

LOL =)

Dont stare la k people. Its annoying and sometimes it can make the other person feel bad. You dont want that right =) 

Kyoko Fukada

My ex-boyfriend.

You're still here...

In My...

You hold the key to my heart.

Tell me I’m your favorite, just one more time. Because as much as I am over you, I still love you. I will always always always love you. The first time i’ve been able to look at you in over a year, and you still look at me like you did when we were in love. You still love me too, don’t you? I hope I’d be your last call, too.

Fasha Sandha